life

has had a few hiccups lately but overall, im still as syked as ever.
right now:
1. weirded out that the two people i've seen everyday for the last 12 months are gone for two months. riding/preparing for shows and not being 'the new guy.' its going to be way harder/different but overall im just stoked to feel trusted/responsible enough to manage all this, i will not fuck this up.
2. city beach sucks a fat fucking dick, do not want, but its convenient and not worth quitting so ill see it through for a little longer, still looking for more work, want to save cash and finally buy my own car and be moved out by mid-2010 at the very latest.
3. over drinking all the time, paying money to make a fool of myself isnt real appealing, plus the loss of a day being too fucked to do anything sucks, planning to just spend that time/money on riding and whatever else seems fun/not brain cell reducing.
4. thriller can suck my dick, boring.
5. do want girl/spoons, do not want girlfriend. proving to be difficult.
6. ill be back in mushellbrook/poocastlefrom around the 20th of december till the 2nd of january, holla.
7. want some kind of tertiary education, any ideas?
8. blogging sucks, everyones still emo, stoked this isnt a wingespot.
9. thats it, i couldnt even think of 10 vaguely interesting things.

www.snakesalive.tk

lurking this photoblog of a friends has made up my mind, the only places in Australia i haven't seen are Melbourne and Tasmania, i know they will come soon. my mind is set on going to see the world. firstly new york, so much culture and history crammed into one massive overcrowded city would be unbelievable.

go to Aaron's blog its the title for this, heaps of mint photos on digital as well as film and funny as shit captions about how loose he's getting over there, word.

understand

riff at the four minute mark makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up everytime without fail. listen to betrayed you fucks.

you've got those tired eyes

all the time.




was going to post but fuck this ill keep it short...
-trying to ride fuckloads and push myself get fitter, stronger and basically everything haha.
-got 8 hours at city beach this week, work is easy peasy, boring, but way better than nothing.
-definitely addicted to coca-cola.
-bought a dope new hat.
-cold world & dr dre, on repeat, repeatedly.
-kissed a real cute sheila on saturday.
-everything's coming along nicely, maintaining motivation is the hard task, blogging at 1am wont help, goodbye internet.

aww and today

we drained the half full pool in our front yard so we could ride it, ill post pics when we finish it, going to be gnar!

i dunno if i could be fucked going to terror tomorrow hey, i know it will rule but i just dont give a shit pretty much.
start at city beach on thursday, its technically only a trial but i know i've got the job cause im not a deadshit.
thats all thats up in my life,
seeup!

misanthropy

LOL ISN'T THE SAME AS TEEN ANGST LOL.

i just can't recognise you.

no doubt we've all got demons in our heads.

but why waste your one life wishing you were dead?






so over hearing your sob stories, i'm lucky enough to say i've never faced real hardship, a lot of you should feel the same but somehow you cant see the silver lining, just do us all a favor and have a look next time before you cry on your blogspot or all over the bulletin board.